I guess..i kinda understand why ppl blog most of their time..now i finally noe why..coz ya can tell stuff dat u dun rily want ppl to hear or listen..ya jus need a open space to let it go..but all in words..yupz. I feel like a real dork..but..oh wells..no one rily does wana come in to my space to care abt me..or i shld jus say..im 'invisible' in this cyber space..

for the past few months..i hv been falling down and hv been
tinking thru lots of stuff..and i realised..
sometimes in life..
we cant jus sit at our couch and tok and ponder all the shits
we been thru and how fucked up our life been..or which i used to say..
'life fucked us all'
but hey..
i dun give a freakin' damn now..i sorta straightened my tots..der r
things in life..and we cant simply sulk all the time..we needa pick ourselves up;
move our ass and take the next step forward..
trust me..life would be vry vry interesting after dat

I feel dat..we need dat sort of courage to face all the problems..once and for all..but..to be honest..sometimes..running away frm dem needs courage too..ARhg..wad am i toking here..

well..I personally..hv my own commitment..with God..now..no matter come what may..i hafta stand strong..even life has rily fucked my world up side down..i rily dun care..i jus wana take His words and walk with Him..and frankly speaking..im not strong at all..im facing a raging storm..and i duno when it'll stop..i dun even noe when it'll calm down..it'll take time to face dem..

my faith..hasnt been my strongest weapon yet..but im trying my rily rily best..to hear His words and visions again..i noe My God has been with me all along..

Argh crap..i tink i hv been lockin. myself at hm for freakin' long..i hvnt been going to sch for days..currently..i dun rily give a damn to sch..i jus wana get along with life..and God too..

I guess things around me rily makes my heart go cold after awhile..

well..i guess..

Beautiful Lord by Leeland

When the storm is raging all around me
You are the peace that calms
My troubled sea And
when the cares of this world Darken my day
You are the light that shines
And shows me the way
Oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me!
Beautiful Lord
Awesome and mighty I’m captured by this love I see
Beautiful Lord
Tender and holy Your mercy brings me to my knees
It’s Your mercy that has made me free
Beautiful Lord When my sin is all that I can see Your grace remains the shelter that I seek
And when my weakness is all I can give Your gentle Spirit gives me strength again
And oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me
And I am lifted by Your love to sing!
It’s Your mercy that has made me free!
You’re beautiful, my Lord
You’re beautiful, my Lord



well..it's been a loonng time dat i blog..alot of things hv passed, encountered, hindered..well..u can name it all..haha..but..now all of them has been lifted up by my God.. =)
God rily has been vry gracious to me..both in gd and bad times..and during these past few months..or shld i say 2006(which was a horrid year for me)..was rily a rollercoaster ride..i mean..if i din went thru all of these s****..i dun tink i can change at all..I guess..this is One of His plans..haha..and i got a gd hunch abt this year..and it gonna be a special one.I tink I can felt He' is moulding me to wad He wants me to be..hahha..yup..oh ya..and recently..i saw a meteor in orchard road few days ago..it was..marvellous..heh..well..i guess i shld go slp now..got sch 2moro yea..and oh ya..So long emo-kid.. =)